Tuesday, 18 October 2011

Day 6 - down in the dumps

Feeling very down today. Not the best day at work and unlike the other days I really feel hungry. I've eaten 1295 calories, dinner was just over 600 but my hubby made carbonara (633 a portion) and it was delicious!

I've worked off 45 calories walking to the bus this morning. It was pitch black when I left for work which might be a reason why I feel so down in the dumps.

I was fine at work in terms of cravings today and even managed a trip to Tesco without any 'shopping rage' which is unusual!

I'm in bed early again, not feeling very well tonight. Reading vampire academy and listening to absolute 80's to try make me stop thinking about food... (more songs than you think mention food and/or drink)

I also feel like I've lost absolutely no weight which is upsetting me. I don't feel any healthier or thinner, no ones mentioned that I look thinner. This wouldn't usually bother me but I am really trying hard and have only gone over my calorie limit once so surely i should be seeing some sort of change? I've heard other people mention how they managed to lose 5lbs in a week, I highly doubt I've lost anything which makes me feel like a bit of a failure.

Well.... Tomorrow is day 7 and I'll weigh myself on Thursday after the parents evening at work and hope for good news.

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